One last...

A final goodbye,
To end my pain.

One more kiss,
To make me feel more pain,
To sense it's time.

One more hug,
To reassure my disappearance...
To finally disappear into darkness

The pain i hold,
That curls me up inside myself,
My tears have dropped,
Into my path of tears but i am just stepping closer to darkness,

Can't take it..
No one will know,
Nor will people will care,
Of The girl who was happy,
Who had good grades,
The perfect girl,
Found dead...
Of sweet suicide
And found later that she was depressed,
Imagining things,
Screaming inside.
Of really dying of heartbreak from the inside out..

The pain they left with me to deal,
Hurts to an utter extreme,
Screaming inside for help and stuck inside my shell..
Scared to come out..
To get hurt again...

One last kiss from him..
One last hug from him..
One last hold from him..
Just one last goodbye,
Before I fall..