Night Of My Life...

Laughing but hiding cryin inside instead
but no one knows the hurt in mi heart, my head
from trying to control my life
the only way is using this knife

cutting releasing the shame,pain
i feel the dried tear the stain
its deep in my heart
tell the truth wud be a start

but how cud i nd still look at u tha same
i no this must sound lame
but ur always on mi mind..
with u i wanna waste time

just watching the sun rise
as we say our goodbyes
from the night we just had
it wont at all be one bit sad

cuz for that night wud be the best in mylife
a dream come true cuz i spent it wit u
can't ya see dats i eva wanted
all i eva thought about
was u nd me wat a couple we cud be