My Hell

My Hell
Darkness is closing in surrounding me
Reality is only a cloudy memory
It's consumes my ever thought
Depression is a battle from within
Who will win?
Anger is always in the mist.
Eating the happiness I need to exist.
A deep dark lonely place it take away my days.
I keep pushing every one away.
Who wins the battle of this horrible fight?
Depression is a poison inside of me.
In my life came a light from the darkness.
Trying to guide the way but depression won't go let go.
It keeps dragging me back tormenting my soul.
My heart aches because I don't know if I can hang on.
It tell me there's no reason to live I hear this call before.
I have a husband I love very much but how can he continue to love me like this.
Why he even care?
I can’t keep taking him to my place I call Hell.

Jennifer Waddell 2007 © copyrighted all rights are reserved