Hurt so bad the cold wind blows,
right through the deep and big holes.
the holes that lie inside my heart,
the holes that are so far apart.
it hurts so bad but no one knows,
because my feelings i do not show.
i try not to show them because it hurts so bad,
why is this happening to me has the world gone mad.
but so far no one cares anymore thats how it seems,
i guess the world is only a better place in my dreams.
no one seems to care anymore about how others feel,
but they get to know that when it comes to me my feelings are real.
how do i show this how will it come out,
all i can do is just have this doubt.
the doubt in my mind that i can get it over with now,
just give me a gun or knife and i won't make a sound.
no one will figure out just how i feel inside,
because i still haven't met anybody to where i can confide.
well there was the one that i did meet,
but that person is the reason why you read.
why you read this is because of them,
i wont ever say if its a her or a him.
but i guess its time for me to go,
my feelings hidden inside nobody knows.
I'd hate to hurt somebody but it seems for the best.
i love that person and do it for them you figure out what happens next.............!
