Deepest Blue

Never understood what she meant to me
i never was so daring or so deft
i cant remember how things used to be
never knew why she upped and left

at quiet times i feel an emptiness
like I've crashed down into the floor
and i cant feel anything but blue
I lost her for evermore

i could take a knife and slice away
the memoirs of the past
but with the way i take each day
the pain is there to last

deep inside my mind
there are battles lost and won
but each is as pointless as the last
now that you have gone

ive given up the fight
and the fires have burned low
but something holds me from the light
and will not let me go

somethings pierced into my dreams
ive passed my deepest blue
i woke up and now it seems
i dont need you