My Inner Pain*

Enter in

This world of mine

And see what

I'm feeling

Can you feel the pain?

Can you hear the knife?

And its thirst for my

Sweet red elixir?

I want to give in

To its tempting call

But I'm afraid

I'll get carried away

The voices are

Suffocating my thoughts

There's so many

I can't decipher one

Someones screaming

And a child's weeping

It's so frustrating that all I want to do

Is rip out and strangle my soul

Be positive about your life?

Impossible.

I hear these bull crap theories

Every single day

I'm tired of pain

I'm tired of not knowing

What I want

I've given up

vie I slit my wrists

So I can see my shame

Because all I feel is

My inner pain

I watch my razor

Drain out my blood

Itâ??s streaming out

Creating a flood