7:50 a.m.

Please dont make me hurt,
especially when i try my hardest.
You know your my everything,
You will always be.
"Im not a perfect person." Like you once said.
Amanda sometimes i make mistakes,
I hate the fact that i do,
Ive never meant to make you feel bad,
It hurts me x1000 more when I find out i have,
It hurts so bad inside,
It makes me feel low, lower than the ground.
When this happens,
I dont give up,
You know that i get back up,
and try my hardest to make up for these things.
I do so because your My Lovely Love,
The Love of my life,
The one I think about all day,
The one that i wanna have a family with,
The one i want to marry.
The one i want to be with for the rest of my life.
For these reasons and many more,
I will never give up on You or your Love,
not even when i know i messed up,
or when i know im lower than low.
I will always try my hardest to make up for past mistakes,
I will always try my hardest to make you the happiest person on this earth.
Amanda forgive me,
I never meant to make you hurt or feel bad.
I will try my hardest to prevent such things from happening,
I promise.
Amanda your my Everything,
Your my life,
My world,
Your my motivation,
The one who gives me strength to keep going, even when i cant anymore.
The one who keeps the notes coming for me, and always will.
Amanda your my True Love,
The Only one in this world for me,
And you will forever be the One.

7:50 a.m.