To Say Goodbye With Love

I never knew what I was putting you through.
Your eyes in watery gloom and every night I
kept you torn.
My oh my dear if I had known your longing to
lead me home peacefully I would have left you
this note.
So confused you must have been sharing in my
hopeful dreams. No love was there just some shattered
concealed and painful tears you stood no lips sealed
head resting knowing you needed to be far away from me.

What love was this no pitied and drench in someones
sorrow you shared.
Oh my heart wasn't pleased how could you not open
and revealed what was my greatest fears, this lie
you kept and didn't show broke my heart to bits.
No pieces were left not even memories good were only borrowed. Well this is you I've come to know why hate
me now, when you can pretend so. All I have for you now is my back and I can't let you come back.