Its hard to describe
The feelings I have for you
Simply because
I really dont know
I keep telling myself
I should hate you
Because of what you did to me
I keep telling myself we're through
But I know
That if you come back
I'll take you back in a second
Even though I know you'll hurt me again
I try to forget about you
But my something wont let me
I just don't understand
Why can't I get on with my life?
I tell myself and everybody else
I hate you so much
But then I get to thinking
That I still care about you
Even though it's me
Who lost 1 friend more then you
And even though I'm so confused
It's still you I feel sorry for
You're being lead on like I was
I went through what you're going through
I fell for the same tricks
I care about if she hurts you
Then I tell myself I tried to warn you
But you didnt want to listen
I tried to protect you
Even when we weren't going so well
I care about you in a way
I care to a point
But I also feel you aren't worth it anyway
So why even bother
I'm leaving this poem, this note
With these final words to you
Even though we aren't friends
And you put through a lot
Even though I feel so much hatred towards you
And even though I've lost all hope
Of our friendship mending again
There will always be memories of our fun times
There will always be a little piece of my heart
That belongs to you
Goodbye xxx
