I'm in the middle of your stairs
forgive this if now i'm too quiet
But it feels so right..that i'm wordless
It hurts my heart know we're a few steps away
Want you to know i feel desperate
To free the words standing on my tongue
As i wrap around my neck the scarf you used
I feel you so close to me whispering right next my ear
This tears has scratched enough my face
And i regret i crossed the rusty door
Makes me sick as i taste my own blood
I'm afraid that the things you're about to say
I really wish you come down here
It isn't me the one that makes you say i'm stronger
That i will get through you
But if i don't..it won't be my fault so
I can rest for any blue disheartened shame
I feel a plethora of you emerging from myself
Miss you more than anything in this overwhelmed world
I feel my eyes burning sore and i start hyperventilate
And all i think..is the shape and form of your hands
I feel crushed with vile pain that trembles
On my head and floods my veins with sweet poison
Shakes my hand i can't on foot still stand
Am i down here without you closer to death?
I'm laying down hugging my legs with both arms
Wishing to breath fresh air to fill my empty lungs
I just don't want it to be concern on me
If i'm going to take my last breath i want it from you
I need you to come to end this song
So i'm not down here just to whisper
I'm right here to hear your voice according this words
Just come down so i can go, but i can't leave without you
Written by Sharlane 13/04/07
I got inspired by someone whom i love..and it's death
