I truly want to believe
that everything happens for a reason
but the more I think about it
the less I believe it
I sit and watch the life I could have pass by
and wonder why it cant be real
I wonder why this is happening
what the reason is that I cant have that life
I lay in bed for hours in the dark
asking myself that question
but even though I put all my energy
into finding the answer to that question
in still goes unanswered
Maybe I'm not supposed to kn ow thw answer
or maybe thats not the life I'm supposed to have
I just wish
somewhere, somehow
I could find the answer
to the only question I truly want answered
