You took it away from me
Now I'm afraid to love again
Afraid that every man I encounter,
Will end up like you
You told me you wouldn't
Hurt me
But you lied
You hurt me in many ways
Many times
You were my first
Never have I let anyone in,
Just you
Believing you'd never disown me
Trusting you were different,
Than most
But unfortunately,
I was wrong
I waited for this special moment
Lusting over daydreams
Believing this unbelievable feeling
Would last
But not for long
The pain slowly destroys me
When I think of us
Draining whatever is left of me
As I crave for more
Why would one do this?
I wish I would have waited
For deflowering my heart's virginity
Wasn't worth
Waiting for
