Hold Your Breath

I can't think of any words today
I can't think of anything to say.
All I can do is listen and hear
As I wipe a way a tear.
But that tear made a stain on my face and a dent in my heart
I just wish I could go back to the start
Because everything was so good then
And I'd rather do that again
Than to live this life
And as I think this, I grab a knife.
I put it to my chest
And hold my breath......

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