Searching

Im running Im searching,
Trying to find what I once lost... myself
My life has become nothing
Everything I once held dear... Gone
Just like the wind
My body and mind becomes nothing but just a hallow shell of nothing-less
My wings have been clipped, so no more can I fly
For I am falling
Falling deeper and deeper into the dark abyss
No one to catch me
No one to save me from my own insanity
Everything stops... so dark
Im still running Im still searching...
But Why?