Emotionless

I have a heart of stone
I pride myself in being alone
All these secrets inside
That from everyone I hide

I run from emotion, I wear a smile as a mask
I bend the truth so that people will not ask
What is wrong?
Are you okay?

SHUT UP! I have never been ok

I have struggled through
Every turn on my own
Every hurt, every pain
Haunts me when I am alone

I can not let go of this past of mine, all those who lied
For all the Crushed dreams I can not forget the tears I cried
When there were still
Tears to cry

LEAVE ME ALONE! I do not want your hand

You do not seem to understand
You do not know, I will never give in
I do not want love, it just brings pain
And it will fill me with emptiness again

Turning from the light, into the warmth of a shadow
Stay away from me, I would rather just stay hollow
Get out of
My heart and my life

BACK OFF! I am not giving in

Every word you whisper
Every move you make
You try so hard to save me
But instead my life you take

It will not help me, it will not heal me
I am too far gone, I have given up
Loneliness is my domain
And I am fine with that

WHY ARE YOU NOT?

WHY ARE YOU NOT?