Your heart grows colder
My distance from you lengthens
I struggle to reach your hand
But the shadow in your heart strengthens
And you will not reach back for me
I try to cry out to the emptiness
But no one is there
Or at least no one answers
I try not to care
Or at least not too much
I try not to give in
Or at least not to say farewell
As another tear streaks down
From my cheek to my chin
Your emotionless face
Is all I can see, I can not win
No matter how hard I am trying
If you will not help me up
I can not save you
If you will not turn around
I will not be able to see you
Still I will fight till the end
I try to cry out to the emptiness
But no one is there
Or at least no one answers
I try not to care
Or at least not too much
I try not to give in
Or at least not to say farewell
Farewell seems so harsh
I can not believe it is true
That what we once had
Could mean so little now to you
Do you not remember all the smiles?
My memories start to fade
Into the dark all around
My mouth opens in a scream
But my voice makes no sound
And I stay here, lost in my despair
But I will not say goodbye
