I know you tell everyone
It's my loss not yours
But believe me you'll come back
On all fours
I think about you now
And all the things I've heard
I had people come and tell me before
But I chose not to listen
Now that we are over
And everything has changed
Now I'm just angry with myself
You can see it in my veins
I wish I listened to all the others
When they tried to tell me
But I decided you were a true friend
The things I heard, true they could never be
I thought I could trust you
I thought I could believe you
Whenever you said
All the things I wanted to hear
You had me believing every word
That came out of your lying mouth
You had me wrapped around your finger
You had me going south
The more I trusted you
The further I'd fallen down
You had me fooled
I didn't see until it was too late
Now I don't believe
In anything anymore
I don't believe in true friends
I don't even trust my family at all
I hope you're happy with your life
And what you've done to me
All the events that happened
Will never be replaced
You can't turn back time
To make everything alright
I don't see this as my loss and not yours
I see this as you got me
But even though I am this way
And I don't think I'll ever change
It isn't my loss, may not even be yours
But I don't miss you anymore
I did when we first ended this
But then I started to realize
That what we had was all fake
It was something we could never make
I hate you now and I never thought I would
I can't stand to hear your name
I feel sick whenever I think about you
Yet I just don't understand all the same