All these years Ive waited

Ever since I was a little girl I liked you the first time I saw you
I knew there was something special in you and that I had to know you
You smiled at me and I smiled back, thats all that went between us
I tried my best to see you and tell you how much I love you
But it felt like there was a block between us that I had to break through

I didnt mind if you were poor or rich smart or dumb ugly or handsome
As long as you were beautiful in my eyes
You lightened up my spirit you gave joy to my day
As these were the amazing years thats all I could say

Now Im a single working woman
Waiting for your love to come by
I made a promise to myself
To see you or else will die

I found your address fro a close friend of mine
As I came to your house a shiver passed through my spine
I shivered and was ready to confess my love for you
And as I knocked on the door thats all I had to do

A sweet looking woman opened the door
I asked her if I can see you
As she answered me what for?
I told her that I had to see her and tell you how much I love you

Her face changed as she lowered her head
Tears came down her cheeks as she looked at me and said

My brother had died 2 years ago
In a car crash accident
But left a dairy for you
Since that incident

As I heard the word died
I fell down and cried
And realized the love of my love of my life
Had passed away and felt the pain inside

She showed me the dairy and gave it to me
As I opened the page what it said
For you I will always be

As I continued reading this is what his words had said
All these years I loved a girl who knows if she loved me back. I wanted to know her and talk to her and tell her how much I loved her but it felt like something was between us and if I ever see this girl I would take her and ask her to be my beloved wife
Yours George