Looking at the past.....while heading towards the future

I still haven't come to grips with you being gone, I imagine myself on the phone with you talking for hours, telling you how much I love you and you tell me that you love me back, having to listen to your family down me and you because of their jealousy.

Hearing you play the piano like it was a harp, watching you in acting class was like watching a movie, it was poetry in motion....walking around and getting to know each other better, going in the office with a frown and coming out with a smile, going in and out of the library with great big smiles on our faces, feeding you chocolate covered strawberries, and all kinds of sweets, walking you to class and kissing you goodbye, running away while you're chasing me with a weapon, holding you in my arms whenever you start to cry.

Waiting for you before, during, and after school, giving you money to buy anything you want, being there and supporting you in all your dreams, even doing your homework, projects, and helping you research your dream.

I've never forgotten any moment in time, when I was with you it felt like all we had was time,.....unfortunately our time ran short and we never got much time together after that, I know you're not here right now but we'll be together in the future...until then I'll be looking at the past.....while heading towards the future.

Dedicated to Mary, the one I truly love.