My Mind

I sit here listening to the thoughts in my head,
Close my eyes as I cry in bed

I didn't do anything that was so wrong,
Yet my life still sings a diseased filled song

I cradle my thoughts as the nights air hits my face,
Something so pure that the heart could embrace

I cant grim a perfect smile just a grin,
Thinking of what was my biggest sin

I fear the mind will expire at a steady pace,
My life being tormented at the first taste

But what am I to do? I couldn't go on forever,
My mind will soon part ways, no longer together

I write to all of you to keep my mind in control,
Shedding tears of sadness to still preserve my soul

I maybe young but keep in mind,
I've struggled through strife for the longest time

My childhood ended so fast in the blink of an eye,
Forced to grow up in a neighborhood where everyday
another dies

I end this submission with tears of laughter
Because just maybe, I'll reunite in the hereafter