I've finally given up
no longer do i care
I'm done with wishing
for you to be there
I'm done with praying
that you will change
now without alcohol
you just seem so strange
i guess I'm just used to it
the smell, and the way you talk
how you can't even hold your head up
and the stumble in your walk
I'll live my life without you
knowing that i once tried
knowing the moment you started drinking
was the moment that i died
know you are the reason
for all the pain i hold
know you are the reason
that my hearts so cold
even knowings not enough
i want you to feel the pain
i want all your tears to fall
and come down just like rain
cause that is what I've had to feel
for fifteen F**IN years
I've had to cry myself to sleep
and cope with all my fears
f**k you i hate you
I'm not your little girl anymore
don't consider me your daughter
cause we are strangers. nothing more.
