As life goes moment by moment
my life i don't own it
I'm confused for I've abused my mind
and misused whats mine
but to leave it behind is yet so hard
to discard what was once true to me
as emotions come new to me
feelings are soon to be dealt with
but it's hard i can't help it
I'm so selfish
for i justify my cry for acceptance
as i lie here restless
my life i won't respect it
for the pride that lies inside rejects it
as the pain comes i expect it
but i wish choices could be reselected and thoughts recollected and corrected
so the out come would be positive which would change my prerogative