This time.

I don't mean to push him away from me
I try so hard not to because to me hes everything
I don't want to hurt him the way that I do
And I try so hard not to cause I know this time its true

This time I'm in love and its for real
Its not me trying to live my own fairytale
This time I feel a way that I never before have I before
Its not a lie this time, but hes everything I wanted plus so much more

This time I mean it every word I say
How even when things get hard from him i wont run away
This time I promise to try
And even when I'm hurting I'll try not to say goodbye.