When I see u walking towards me I go the other way.
I wish I could tell you why.
I wish I could say.
But I can't find the courage to tell you today.
A way to tell you I love you is what I'am trying to find.
Sometimes it's as if I found the right way but the more I think about It, the more I push it into the back of my mind.
I sit and think about whether you feeling the same,
Or if I'm setting myself up for failure, setting up my own game.
All these crazy thoughts I cant seem to tame.
I hate myself for not just telling you,
But sometimes I think I don't have the right words,
So it the best thing to do.
I fear your rejection,
Thinking maybe I can never meet your perfection.
But I long to kiss you, I long to hug you, I want to feel your affection.
Everyday I build up a little more courage to speak, but it's been a year,
And ive sat and cried so many tears, ive become so weak.
I just can't do it.
I just can't say.
Why you? Why do I feel this way?
I will just sit and wait.
For my words will never meet fate.
All because I couldn't say, because of this I'am withering away.
I ruined my life over wanting you, carelessly loving you.
I ruined my life just wanting speak three words and wanting to hear you say I love you too.
