Just Thoughts and Memories

Since I first met you,
you've ran though my mind.
You've been the root of my thoughts,
for so long.
My mind wonders to all the thoughts,
of your kisses & smiles.
All those things seems so far,
since you're no where to be found.
The lies are wondering in my head,
like the untold version of our ended story.
Your heart was once mine,
but now it's just out of reach.
Your thoughts use to be mine for the taking,
now all my left with is this broken heart.
If I could sit with you for one more day,
I'd tell you all the words I never said.
I'd tell you for dreams & thoughts,
but you hide from what really is going on in my head.
The thoughts of everything I say,
just get pushed far away.
I never thought I'd seem this low,
just another girl you pass by.
The one who gave you all of her,
& now I'm only left with only memories of what once was.