Darkness

Laying there slumped against the cold crumpled sheets
lifeless as the sun rises
anew day born
still darkness reigns
as the shadows of doubt flickers on my wall
nothing but pure silence
surrounds the coldness in the air
thoughts lingers should I, shouldn't I
where ever I turn
nothing changes
is this what I am
or what I have become
where is that voice
that once guided me?
where did you go daddy
am I not your little girl
that you gave life too
anymore
how is it that you can leave me
in my hours of darkness
theres no one
who see what I see
theres no one
who knows
how I feel
I look across
and read those words
those words that tears me apart
I notice a shinning blade
that glitters in the night
I reach to touch its coldness
we become one...
ice cold against my skin
awakens my inner senses
piercing
the blade stained
warmth of my blood
slowly it flows
against the open flesh
pain..
as memories plays back in my mind
finally it subsides
I can close my eyes
and wait as I drift along the plains...
time......
don't fail me
not now,
let this end
let peace take this tormented soul
let me sleep
forevermore

by Abz
29Nov2006