We vented our anger,
we cried a few tears
and everything said
fell on deaf ears
you said how can you live without me
see who is first to say a word
Wasnt I who lit that fuse
You came in
with verbal abuse
we created this circle
lived in the middle
we tried to get out
it became a hurdle
those around us
were just a mist
seen in spirit
our burdens nest
We tried our hardest
we did our worst
and when the time came
dreams were worthless
you walked away
laughed with betray
you even flirted, like it was just a game
so laugh some more
for its ok
coz deep down
the pain still soars
and as i look
from a distant away
your tormenting words
in gods hands it remains
you never understood
how much pain we faced
illuminates as we fell from grace
for every tear
capped tight in my glass
i take to god
when my time comes to pass
I give it to him
and ask him why
these tears I saved
till I sit by his side
and if his answers
seems hard to compare
I tell him "lord - please explain my fears"
For in this glass
you bottled your past
the suffering of life
and a love
you wished had last
for each little drop
of failures and pain
of understanding
life, is strength that u gained
At your lowest point
in silence you prayed
I sat beside you
and saw the strain
you begged to end
your life I gave
I whispered not yet
be strong like me
everything that happens
has a reason you'll see
dont close this door
just follow your heart
for what you go through
Memories engraved shall last
You never know
which road to choose
which ever way you go,
you believe you'll lose
Why does it seem
I can't smile like before?
As if the joyous part of me
walked right out the door
One day I'll find
happiness again
I just have to live
my life until then
And while
I'm waiting
just for that
I'll give myself
a pat on the back
Coz I've come this far
without giving up completely
I try to enjoy life,
it be difficult,
believe me
I take your punches
right in the face
And you'll see
things will come
to you at there own pace
I guess that's the message
I'm trying to send out
To keep your head up
when giving up is
what your thinking 'bout
This fighting is over
The war has stopped
for all this abuse
cant get any lower
Advice from god
that we forget
All we said
No regrets
find some peace
find a smile
it gets easier
after awhile
we are not perfect
no nobody wins
Just once in awhile
Look Deep Within
I open my eyes
and I finally see,
that
All this anger
Has Finally...............
killed me.
