I am cursed

Devil seeks me as I run in this world, dripping walls all black,
Dripping blood all black, crushed head horrid eyes popping out,
I am drenched in the rain, black rain of blood,
Inside I am all eaten I am so hollow,
Cursed me and put me in a well, a well of wishes a well of dreams,
Never real it's all fake, fake world and fake people,
Put me to dust and then making me to feel,
Cut my fingers make my body half dead than be me,
False hope false desire, this hate makes me feel,
Rusted bones, jammed veins, on the verge of falling,
This cliff is really a curse, my love pushes me,
Smiles at my fate, wants me to die and dig my grave,
What of this life I die everyday,
Screaming voices of lost love, useless talks of fate,
Every second is just a dream, wake up and it's never real,
You are the sinner you are the cursed.