Deep dark mountains shadow cast upon my small figure,
Loosing myself meltdown and become one of them,
Spells cast by the storm and winds bring lots of rain,
I stay there staring at the sky all wet and cold,
My eyes almost close as if I could die then and there,
My body lay numb, motionless no urge to move,
Then see the sky vanish and clouds dark and cry,
Thunders howling pushing my hair back rain making me blind,
Still there till they all vanish and back the blue sky,
Sun comes and goes and days pass with nights,
Trance never touches me makes me feel far away,
Trying so much to get lost in my head,
Bugging myself with all smoke and intoxications,
Still that moment is lost like a train gone forever,
Pain, joy all gives the same feeling of being alive,
Death doesn't pass me nor bring anything point blank,
One fate of a heartless regime without my tears,
Cutting through a jumble of memories,
Standing still on the same track to begin.
