I know sometimes at night you pick up a picture of me
Looking at it putting a smile on your face that you don't want to see
When someone says my name you think of me
Stop in your tracks because you can't breathe
He holds you tight and gives you his love
What goes through your mind is it's not the same as us
Why go through breaking two hearts as once?
Why let yourself go through all the pain
Is there anything to gain?
I would love to see you at my front door
Going back and forth saying I love you more
I still know it will be awhile till I see you here
But I'll be waiting anything for my dear
I need out of this place
Feeling like I'm in an arms race
Thought to myself we could work it out in a slow pace
Seems to me I finished last in this damn race
There's more than just me that should've said no
Now there is nothing not even the river is at flow
I can't even finish this I'll just be here same place
And NO she wasn't worth all this pain
Seems there's nothing left but to cut the veins