What do you see when you look at me?
Something great
Something bad
A loss
A gain
What you see isn't always what you get
Make up cover ups much more than you think
Think I'm perfect?
Guess again
Perfect is the farthest thing from what I am
Smiles??
You think there real?
There just there to cover up the pain
I laugh but what do you think I'm laughing for?
Its not your lame joke, its something more.
I'm laughing at the fool Ive become
The girl who fools everyone
You all think I'm something that I wish I was
To me I see myself as a joke to everyone.
Everyone says how great it must be to be me.
I just smile and look away
Thinking of how dumb you really are
You cant see the front that I put up
But no you just think its so great to be me
Perfection doesn't come without a long struggle along the way
That struggle keeps going on for me
Each and everyday
A battle with the mirror in the morning
Trying to create my days look
Having in mind who people think I am
The girl with so much luck
But man you all have been took
With my lies I told
You think my life is gold
But hunnie I'm falling apart
Ant nothing good as what you think I got
I wish I was the one you say
The one you think you past each and everyday
The one you've grown to love
The one you give hugs
But sweetie you've been fooled
This just goes to show
Don't judge someone from what they may seem
They may have deep dark secrets
That not anyone in the world has seen.
