I Love you Ivan

Losing you was the worse thing that could of ever happened to me. It was like losing a part of me that could never be replaced. You were my boyfriend, my friend, my love, my other half. I was with you for 2 and a half years, and in a second I lost you. You got shot right in front of me, not once but 9 times, and then you died not even saying good-bye. It just feels so unreal to have lost you like that. I don't ever think I will be the same again because we had so much planned together. Even though we were still young I knew it would work out between us. Never had I even imagined living without your beautiful smile Ivan. I love you and I miss you, and I hope one day I'll see you again.