All alone in my room
In the dark shadowed doom
I just want to be heard
Until then I wont speak a word
Thinking about how my life went by
Remembering memories trying not to cry
Laughing at the good times that we had
Yeah I had good times I also had bad
I wish I could go back to my childhood
When every memory was always good
I didnt cry myself to sleep
And in my arms I did not weep
People thought I was cute and they paid me attention
I was only just learning about the third dimension
I wanted to grow up and as fast as I could
Five foot tall is where I stood
That little girl was so little and innocent
Now she spirals through the mental torment
She is in the grown ups world now just like she wanted
Memories flood in and now she is haunted
Her perfect life flew right out the door
She cant have that life anymore
She got her wish, she is grown up now
But this is something she doesn't allow
She wants her old life back just like I do
I would have stayed a child if only I knew
Its too late now and I have to forget
The wish I made that turned into a threat
Ive learned from my mistake, dont wish your life away
Love your life and cherish each day
You never know which will be your last
Dont let life slip away too fast
