Innocent, Still in mommy's tummy
Until the day God said that you would leave
The thoughts in my head took over me
Day turned to night and I didnt want it to be
He ended up leaving me, with you still in me
Showed me who would care and who would flee
Up until the day you left I wanted you to leave
And now I want you back and still cant believe
Gave you back to God somehow, completely unwillingly
Me, now I am still here waiting to start my own family
You gave me a reason, to hold on, to painfully remember
I know you were due in late December
Dont forget me, I will never forget you
Regret is not something I possess about you
You were a part of me, but I guess it couldn't be
And I wait until the day when I can have you again with me
I chose the first name Natalie, meaning something in December
Never doubt that your middle was Marie, my mom to remember
Will you be a girl? I was always sure
I think of you this way, so innocent and pure
Love for you, from mommy, will always be
You, my baby, my Natalie Marie
About: This poem was about my baby, that I lost in 2006.
