I dont want to fall for him again....but

Don`t wanna fall for him again.. don`t think i can take the pain.. don`t wanna have these feelings if he dozen`t feel the same. don`t want my heart to jump when i haven`t talked to him for a while. don`t wanna see him grin if i`m not the one who`s making him smile. don`t wanna try to explain if he`ll never understand. i don`t want tears in my eyes every time i see his face. don`t want my heart to be empty if he`s the only one who can fill the space. i don`t want to have to smile at him when i really wanna cry. don`t want him to wave hello if he really means goodbye. don`t wanna tell him or let my feelings show. don`t wanna get played as a result of his little game. but all he has to do to get me back is simply --�?�» [ just say my name ]