I'm locked up in my room
Lying on my bed
Staring at the ceiling
Wishing I were dead
Barely ate the day before
Still, not much either today
Staring out my bedroom window
Watching the blue skies turn to gray
I know you're watching
But please God just forgive me
I'm here about to do this stupid thing
These feelings can no longer be kept inside as you can see
I want to scream
I want to shout
I want this to all be a dream
And to just wake up not knowing what it was about
I don't want to feel this way
I want to live happily
But I have nothing to do about it
My world is just so dang weary
Locked up in my room
Laying in bed
Staring up at the ceiling
Waiting, while I bled
*NOTE: This poem was made last year. I just found it in my drawer where I keep all the unnecessary things and decided to post it up. Like it?
