How do You Sleep at Night?

Do you remember when we first met? You came up to me and the girls and said "can I sit with you?"
We got along so well. We took it one day at a time but our friendship got closer and stronger.
Remember our phone calls and 3way with Ashleigh? We'd talk about absolute crap, but small things do amuse small minds ha ha.
We were kids back then, twelve going on thirteen. We'd run around and act like crazy kids, that's what we were.
Remember in Year 8 SOSE? You and me, failed did we. Did we care about it though? Hell no!
All we did was laugh it off. But when it came to the end of the year we did care.
But still we talked about all the times we didn't listen. We talked about the oral presentation we had to give.
We got up there and pissed ourselves laughing and we failed that too.
Everything was cool up until Year 9. Ashleigh's birthday when you didn't want to come. Nina asked me why that night and I had to tell the truth. You know I can't lie about this kind of stuff!
Then you blamed me for them all hating you when it was not my fault at all.
When I said "I'm sorry for telling them but I'm not sorry about them knowing the truth", you said "I'm sorry too" as I walked off.
I still to this day only believe, you only said sorry because I did.
Our friendship continued though we weren't best friends. I swore I wouldn't let this happen again.
Our friendship grew stronger we ended up saying best friends for life. Though we had our own best friends.
Remember all the times we'd go to your house and sleep the night? Going on the computer, and listening to all the music I hate. I fell asleep listening to it because you were all singing and I'm like "give me a break".
Remember the last time we seen each other? New Year Day. In the city. I got lost, you all went one way and I got lost in the crowd going the other way.

10 days later a hell of a lot came my way.
January 10th, 2007 was the day, we had that fight.
You broke my heart and stabbed me in the back, you have to remember you brought it all on yourself.
Things weren't good, but you never let me explain what happened and my side of the story. You always only believed what you heard first and didn't care about the other side.
You decided to get your other friend to tell me you were over me, like come on!
I could've taken it and been ok. If you hadn't done other things in between.
If things had been left at we're not friends anymore, I'd understand.
But now I don't after the things you said and done. Now our friendship come to mend.