I want you back

Looking back at the brief event
wishing i never, wishing i had.
regret that i pushed you away,
regret that i didn't stay.

its not that i don't adore you,
those "darlings" showed i do.
its not that i don't want you,
cos my body ached for you.

maybe i was afraid
of how you made me feel.
maybe i was afraid
that the feelings for you is real.

no one cared for me the way you do
no one has seen me the way you do

i should have waited.
i should have been patient.
instead i chose to walk away,
leaving you in pain.

but now my heart is aching,
missing your deep soulful voice.
my soul is aching,
missing your deep loving eyes.

how i wish i could turn back time
undo the things i said to you
how i wish you would forgive and forget
and love me like you wanted to.