I still remember the last time i saw my dad
just thinking about it makes me quite sad
he didn't make my birthday party
he had more important things to do he said he was sorry
but you try to tell a six year old why her daddy isn't coming!
i didn't want to here it infact i wanted to cry
he said he would make it he would be there pshh what a lie
wasn't i good enough for you perfect enough for you daddy tell me why?
the days past i didn't see you hear from you too
i went to school didn't get to say goodbye i would of said it if i know it was the last day i was going to see you
that day i didn't get to come home i had to go to Aunt Cindy's
our house was a wreak grandma was a mess and no one would tell me
what was going on why did you have to leave
mommy said you just wait he'll be back you see
but you didn't come on back in fact you did not call
mommy didn't talk i had no time to fall
i stood strong for her tried to help her though
but by doing that it pushed me away from you
you made her cry
my life became a lie
i didn't know who to believe
i was so young i didn't understand these kind of things
as i started to grow i had no time to play
no one understood why i was this way
the pain i felt inside i had to hold down deep
i was suppose to be a happy child but i wasn't even in my sleep
it's been 7 years science i saw you and i can't remember you face
i'm such a foolish child i've never been at such disgrace
i forget the way you simile i forget the way you act
i forget the way you sing i forget the way you laugh
i miss you very dearly but i need you to know i'm falling apart
not having you in my life is taking it's toll now it's breaking my heart
i have grown away from you i don't want anything to do with you
i don't want you in my life i don't know what to do
your my dad i have to love you it's forced upon my fate
i just though you should know now that this smile on my face is really fake
