Don't judge me

by Brie Anna   Apr 16, 2007


Don't judge me cause i cut or that i would rather be dead
don't judge me cause i don't even want to get out of bed
don't judge me cause I'm planing my death
ya go ahead and frickin hurt me say i am worthless
thanks for making me feel better
thanks for wishing that i die
hey what they heck it wouldn't matter if i try
i know u really mean it that u really wouldn't care
i can tell it in your voice that compassion isn't there
u wouldn't miss me Don't say u would that's a lie
don't pay attention to the frig-gen tears i cry
u don't know the things i go through
you'll never understand the pain i feel
and i have showed u it but u say oh that's no big deal
how do u understand it how do u understand how i feel
u would never know the things I'm feeling b/c everything u want is always handed to u on a plate
and how do u know that i wasn't destined to die it could be my fate
u say oh you'll live through that it's not big deal
but how can u understand it when your not listening to how i feel
I'm trying to frig-gen show u the signs are all around
one day your finally know when your putting my rotting body into the ground
and when u tend my funeral and your all staring down
you'll finally understand what i was talking about
I'll be floating over u watching u cry your tears
how could all of u people judge me like that for all those flipping years
as i see the pain your in
oh I'll mutter that's such a sin
not b/c i feel for u
but b/c u finally had to feel for your own
and then I'll go to heaven maybe hell
b/c i do not know i will never be able to tell
b/c to me just living is and internal hell
and to be in heaven would be oh so swell
but i don't deserve it why should a worthless person like me get to go to heaven
oh what a wonderful place that would be
so now that I'm gone I'll just be forgotten
another little girl's body left all alone in the cold wet dirty ground rotting.

© Brie Anna cherry jello press 2007 ©

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