Every day that goes by,
I wounder why,
Why we don't talk as much as we used to?
You tell me nothing has changed,
But I'm not sure that is exactly true.
I feel as if we are growing further apart,
Rather then getting closer like I know I want.
If it keeps going the way it is,
I'm afraid there will be nothing left between us.
I know I can change at anytime,
And just snap like that.
I know you don't like that,
And I understand why.
But I just don't want things to change,
Because of my pathetic outbursts.
I might be crazy to think we are fading away,
But I'm sure you would agree.
I don't like being just another 1 of your girls,
It makes me feel like you don't really care.
But I know you do,
I would never doubt you.
I trust you more than I trust anyone else,
And I don't want you to doubt my trust.
I have to tell you what I really feel.
I feel as if you don't mind if I leave,
Because you have others to fall back onto.
And I feel as if you know I'm going to fail,
And come running right back to you.
I don't want you to think I depend on you,
Well not all the time.
Basically what I'm trying to say is,
I don't want things to change,
But I don't want to be too dependent on you,
Because you may be there now but you wont be there forever.
And I want you to know no matter what ill always love you.