Her Father and his daily antics

You hate me because I breathe

You hate me because I'm not what you thought i would be

I hate you now

All i ever wanted was a father to love

was that too much to ask!?

Now all i get is abuse from you and others

Sometimes i think that no one could love someone like me

Maybe I'm right

All you did was let me wallow in darkness

You beat me for your mistakes

Your abuse breaking my heart and all i want to do is commit the one thing most people don't even DREAM of doing

I hate your guts and I hope that one day I have the luxury to KILL you

Leave me alone

You dint know me

You never did

You never will

You make my life hell and I'll never forgive you

I'll always want you gone

Away from me

I need you to leave me alone before the blade gets to me

Before I decide that I have nothing to live for anymore

But something always stops me

My friends?

People that might possibly care?

They dint matter anymore

All i want is OUT

OUT OF THIS WORLD AND AWAY FROM YOU

...

is that too much to ask?