You Think it would be Easy by Now...
So Simple to Live
Through the Pain, the Injustice...
To walk around and live Life
Even though Your Heart's been
Ripped Right Out of Your Chest... Again,
But it's Not...
The Pain Gets me Every time...
As the Memories Play,
Leading me in Circles,
From the Good to the Bad.
Recollecting the times of Our Problems,
And the Sorrow they Bring Now,
The Good Times bringing Unseen Tears.
But just before I Think I can't
Take any more of this
The Confusion Floods Back in,
And I'm Left just as Lost as Before,
Just as Blessedly Broken...
I Wish It was Simple to Understand
What I'm Feeling and Why.
I Wish it was Easier still
To Let You Go,
Walk Out of Your Life
And Put my soul to Rest.
But sadly it's not...
So Here I am...
Stuck in a Place I Can't get Out of
The Emotions about to Overtake
The Regret about to Kill...
And I'm Left just as Broken...
Just as Lost as Before.
(C) Kenzie Farrer
