I don't deserve anything good in this life...
And it doesn't help to keep holding a knife
I've been so innocent thinking everything was beautiful...
But I've always prefer to ignore everything painful
Every tears I've shed thinking that it will get better when I'll be safe
Trying to show that I was happy and brave
Keep hoping to have a new life but nothing about this really exist.
And no one ever tried to help me or to insist
A dreamer I am. And for this sorrow...
It will end when I'll end...
And no time will be given
And so this pain in me is graven
it has to end 'cause no one feels me ...
It's just the way it has to be
