My light

I wanna turn off my light,
nothing left but the pain.
All i see is darkness.
my light has vanished before my eyes.
why am i never happy?
never feel full inside.
always feel as if I'm never enough.
no one to understand,
or care who i really am,
always wanna judge me,
just the way i look.
never wanna get to know me.
no one ever there,
always alone.
i wanna turn off my light.