Lies

What is wrong with me?
Why can't I just say the truth,
why is there always a lie.
Always one.

I can't let myself,
my mouth just blabs on.
I have no control,
I don't want to anymore.

I need to tell you things,
you get angry.
Say I can't open up,
but I just can't.

I want to,
but I'm not straight up.
I can't tell you things,
I'm afraid.

I lost someone by this,
lying everyday.
I don't want to lose another,
I love you.

Babe, understand I love you,
it's just me.
I'll grow out of it,
and I promise I'll be true.