ALOCHOL ATMOSPHERE

I TELL MYSELF I CAN STOP.
I TELL MYSELF NOT TODAY.
EVERYTIME I FAIL.
WHY?

DO I HAVE A PROBLEM?
COULD IT BE TRUE?
WHY CAN I NOT RELY ON MYSELF?
TO MAKE THESE DEMANDS COME TRUE.

SOMEDAY I WILL SEE.
WHAT I CAN TRULY BE.
I SEE MYSELF BEING HAPPY.
I SEE MYSELF BEING ME.

SOMEDAY I WILL TRY TO DO WHAT IS RIGHT.
SOMEDAY SEEMS SO FAR AWAY.
SOMEONE HELP ME FIND THAT DAY.
SOMEONE TELL ME I AM OKAY.