My Everything

The feelings that I have.
Are to hard to explain.
Just think about our memories.
Brings me so much pain.

I carry to much on my shoulders.
But I just cant seem to let it all go.
I cant control my feelings.
Nor the love that continues to grow.

Everyday that passes.
Your lurking in my mind.
I fake a smile everyday.
Just to make everyone think I'm fine.

But the tears I cant hold back no more.
And the pain is just getting worse.
Every time I try to be happy.
I always end up getting hurt.

I wish giving up was easy.
But nothing in life is.
Letting go of someone is hard.
Especially when they're the one you always wanted to be with.

Babi girl I just want you to be happy.
With or without me.
Your name is forever written in my heart.
And you'll always be my everything.

JayJay
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