Lost words

If I could embrace your words
Id be a greedy sprite
Id through sticks and stones at the birds
Just to remember you in the night

But forlorn, you are gone
With terms that made me cry
I remember when I awoke in the dawn
With bearings that made me want to die

Im lucky to hear a sigh
From the trees and bluebells
Except, how do I know they arnt a lie
They might just be mothers spells

Where do you nest?
My dear brother bird
Im forever on an eternal quest
To hear a luscious word

It seems ive dropped my pot
Of enriching records
Im hoping you havent forgot
The family you left under broken floor boards

One word, I fly
Two words, I remember
One goodbye, forever I cry
The worlds lost in your ember

this is dedicated to my brother who was kicked out of the house two years ago i havent seen him for a year and i miss him so much he hasnt even called we were very close