Yet another sad tale

Never again can i trust
once again i have given up
as i let you walk away
leave the door completely shut

the best thing for me
has gone so far away
leave me with all these words
here for me to say

i want to tell you no
you just cant leave me alone
but i cant form the words
as my pain is being shown

i tried to hide it
run with tears in my eyes
but they all have seemed to hear
my not so silent cries

he made me forget the bad
and let me think of all the good
he made my life so complete
just like it all should

he had kept me held high
in the hardest of all time
and he had kept wiping my tears
making me feel just fine

he kept me from sickness
and in good health
he kept me from that blade
that was a great wealth

but i cut again cut real deep
the blood began to run on down
down my thigh to my foot
and left a print on the ground

it left those prints
for miles on end
telling this tale i dare not speak
of my broken heart i do descend

the tears never did stop
and it hurt too much to breath
it hurt too write this
but he had to know the true me

the perfectly place prints
full red foot prints on the ground
they seem to have encircled me
no matter where i look they are around

his face is every where
i cant seem to get away
i just want it to leave me be
just for one day

i don't want to look in the sky
and see him looking down at me
i don't want to look in the river
because its him ill see

soon the tears stop
and one more blood drop seems to fall
releasing me from this life
that tells this tale and all...